I may have miscalculated

I don't know if this post has a point.. but if it did I think it would be a positive one so it's worth randomness that often comes with the clarity of springtime.

So maybe last week wasn't the pretty pretty new beginning that I was hoping for but that's okay because today is and I think that it's all going to start looking up this week, hopefully, I mean I can't be completely sure but lets face it, it's time, I'm really done with all of this feeling like crap thing that's been going on for weeks, it's just a pain. But I'm pretty sure that things are going to start being great, it could be the weather... It's probably the weather... It's seriously beautiful out here. I'm actually outside in this wonderful atmosphere and it just makes everything perfect, I mean, even other peoples faces are just ten times more beautiful in this non- M***** F****** freezing F****** death trap of misery that was winter. I wish that was all just for comedy effect but seriously.. I'm so F****** sick of the cold.

But it's all good because It's relatively warm out here and I'm feeling great and that's all that matters. I even had the most average day, too and I had to take two Anatomy and Physiology tests but I just cannot be brought down in this sunny mood, It's amazing.

I'm so happy, I don'y even know what to write about right now, i just want to keep blabbing on about the weather because it's wonderful yet it's horrible how the weather has such a massive effect on one's well being. Literally, something beyond my control was making me feel crappy, it's frustrating but that's just life getting used to being completely without control in some aspect of the delicate balance that makes up our bodies. It sucks being out of control but I suppose it sucks more that something we can't fight can bring us down, especially for Geminis, we hate being brought back down to earth, hate anything that rains on our parade so we're used to ignoring negativity but unfortunately we can't fight something like the weather. If anyone is interested in that little nugget of information about Geminis, there you are :)

There has been a lot of times during the past few weeks that I have felt absolutely worthless and as if I could do better but over here on the other side of winter, I want to mention that I'm actually quite proud of myself and how I handled a rut, mostly because, although I didn't write as much as I should normally, I DID write no matter how hard and I kept up the belief that every new day was going to be a little bit better than the day before, most of the time I was wrong.. But that's not the point! The point is; even when nothing feels alright, just keep on telling yourself that the next day will be better. A rut is a temporary thing and therefore should yield temporary consequences (Not counting the character building that can come with a crappy time in life)

However, Thank the Goddess, Ororo Munroe for ... Well Ororo Munroe and all of those amazing fictional characters that are always there for us when we're in a pothole. Those incredible, made up human beings, aliens, angels and anything else that I'm not mentioning that make us smile and make us cry, most of the time... At the same time. But I believe that sobbing over a fictional character is the best way to feel and express pain so, honestly, what would people struggling to make it through do without the heroes in storybooks and movies?

Also, what the H*** would we do without the SHIPS? The SHips, oh those amazing gay goofballs characters that control our lives, we love you!!

Speaking of... Here's a bunch of Skimmons (Skye/Simmons/AoS) fanfictions that are absolutely wonderful and I'm feeling so good that I won't put any angst down, I'll just stick with the fluff :) Anyway, they're all short so they won't take to much time to read. NOTE: I did not write any of these and these characters don't belong to us but we love them like they were our own. Enjoy!

1. "Kissing It Better" So So So sweet and I have a personnel weakness for the kiss lists :)
2. "some schematics showing me your front to back and in between" Valentines day fic from Jemma's POV
3. "Be My Valentine?" This is precious. That is all. Excuse me while I go cry from cuteness precious...
4. "Terminology (Noun)" Basically, Jemma is adorable fanfic. Enjoy
5. "Anything For You" Okay... Teensy weensy bit of angst or at least some good hurt/comfort but mostly fluff!

And Yes... I used this GIF...