My vision tends to get blurred rather early, in other words, the afternoon is when I start to lose my interest in life, everything is more beautiful in the morning when the world hasn't begun to make noise or pollute. It's a fresh beginning and completely separate from the day before. I know this is a physical thing but I still have never been understand anyone who hates mornings, I have never understood when exactly their life starts, is it, like when the sun goes down? Even then, that's not really a start, I mean they've already had to deal with life. My time of day is completely neutral, I haven't been corrupted by life yet and I am in a state of complete bliss because I don't have to figure my current mood out until everyone else is awake, so from the time I get out of bed until someone else wakes up I'm just enjoying life at its most simple, no problems, no plans, and no voices, it's just me and my Mountain Dew and Whatever I want to do while nobody cares what I'm doing.
One of the best things about mornings has nothing to with me and I often wonder if the rest of the people who are sleeping in know that they are literally missing the most beautiful time of day, man, especially in the spring and summer. It's that time of day when you can walk out your door into absolute perfect fresh air that is left over from darkness. Mornings are when the world outside is bright and cleaned from dew or just the lack of sunlight, it never gets old, and it's the best time of day to go outside right as the sun is coming up and write in a journal or draw or absolutely anything that you want to do in the perfect air. It's a lot like the air that surrounds you just as the sun has gone down except it's even less spent than that, It's rested just like your attitude, eyes, and mind.
Simon and I bicker about this probably a lot more than we should and this extreme difference has caused a lot of issues with communication and our plans because I'm always ready to go and do something around 8 or 9 in the morning but at that point she's probably sleeping and even if she does get up in time to do something before ten in the morning, it's a sure bet that she's going to be in a terrible mood until at least 11 which can make it hard because at that point I'm in the best mood of the day. On the other hand, she loves doing things after three O' clock in the afternoon and I'm up for it but by that time I'm already feeling my energy leaving me and chances are the later we're out the less I care about my demeanor or attitude because there comes a point in the afternoon where I just have stopped caring. We've gotten much better at planning around our opposite schedule but that doesn't mean our times don't still clash from time to time.
So, there you have it, my little rant on mornings, It just seemed like such a perfect thing to talk about because it's afternoon now and I should have written this after I woke up because I cared more then than I do now, it can be irritating being a morning person but seeing how so many people struggle before 11, I am very thankful to be able to wake up at 4 in the morning ready to take on the world.
morning dweller :(((ppppp bluahaahh
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