Back

Hey, I'm back, finally, I have been absent from my life for quite a few days now and I'm now looking forward to getting back up and working on what needs to be done. Today will be a new little begining, THE new little begginning that I've been needing, I know this because, well, I don't but I did tell myself that last night after a truly incredible day with Simon. So that's what's up today, it's a new start, not a very big one but most in life aren't that big and that doesnn't make them unimportant, in fact, these little starts are the reason for living, at least in my opinion and I am always trying to convince people of this because I find it to be essential to surviving.

The past week or so, has been a constant struggle for me and for Simon, this isn't actually that uncommon since Simon and I are generally on the same page, in , like, everything. So basically both of us have been clawing and scratching our way through life lately but I am confident that the hard streak will start easing up, at least for now because that's how life works and that's what you have to remind yourself of when you think that you will never get out of a rainy time. You see, I havn't been writing and she hasn't been drawing, we've been doing a lot of sleeping actually and a lot of brooding, so we're out of pattern and out of step right now but tomorrows only going to get a little bit better, I am sure of it.

Wow, in keeping with the topic of being temporarily out of practice, my writing today is absolutly terrible! I'm having problems getting my rythims down and my words aren't coming very easily, part of that is because I havn't written for a while so my brain is choppy and unorganized and the other part is because the keybaord that I'm using is *%*%*()(&$%$%*** annoying!!!!

Mmkay, I'm back on my favorite computer with a non-sticking keyboard, I've had some lunch and now I'm going to finish this little update, if I can I'll post something else tonight but this is just a little start and also I've got lots of writing to get caught up on so hopefully I'll be busy tonight with that.

I'm looking forward to things being a little bit better than they have been lately :)

This is a song that Simon showed me and it is absolutly amazing and beautiful so I thought it might make up for a lack of text this afternoon.