Storm

My head feels like there's a storm inside of it, all unpredictable with random flashes of lightning and loud claps of thunder. It's not really a headache, it's just a pain that's worse than the average ache yet in all reality there's no pain, it's kind of hard to describe but believe me, it's there and it keeps me from feeling great, which sucks but thankfully it's temporary, I know that I will probably feel better tomorrow morning with a new day and new life but it keeps me from getting what I need to get done, done. I've got a lot of work to do and very little time to do it in, I can't focus on everything around me, I've got to write and when I think about that, I just get lonelier than I already am, being a person who writes, I have to understand that I'll never truly be completely compatible with the world around me and some days that sounds wonderful and on other days it sounds like hell, today is one of those days.