College...College...Squirrel...College...

The funny thing is that this blog, right here, that you're reading, is a college blog which makes it very silly that I seem to be updating it a lot, not at college... Part of it is that I don't have a very heavy course load and a part of it is the bloody weather lately, either way, a lot of it hasn't been about college and I do feel really bad about that, also that I havn't updated in a while, but I took a couple of days off, regrettibly, or maybe it was just yesterday, I'm not for sure, I'm terrible at making sense of time passage and, yesterday especially, I was having THE MOST AWFUL DAY but that's okay because it's over now and now it is today.

Last night as I was trying te get to sleep I was worried that maybe this whole week was going to be has hard as the frist two days but then I realized that attitude really is everything, unfortunatly, however, some days you need a lot of outside forces to even make that partially okay but last night i tried something new. As I layed there, I thought, What if it is actually possible to decide your attitude the day before? This thought was based off of the idea that when it comes to Geminis the attitude toward everything is "I think therefore I am" So why couldn't I just tell myself that today was going to be a day of jovial attitude, I mean, if thinking something technically makes it true then why not?! And in the first trial run (Today) it seem to be working, I'm in a great mood even though not much has happened today and I am in a good state of mind to catch up on some of the things in my life that are lagging behind, so basically, Maybe its a good idea to just decide your attitude on the day before and this can aplly to anyone, not just us geminis. Point is. Have confidence in the power of your own mind.

I swear this place is magical, today, I've been everywhere! I had so much free time after my test that now I still have over an hour before my next class, so what else is there to do but walk to the whims of your imagination? I have troubles focusing anyway and if I don't have anywhere to be I literally just wonder around in the directions of the things I get distracted by, I know this is probably unthinkable to a lot of people (Jane) but for me and people like me, it's just a way of life and i refuse to be sorry for that. Enjoy your surroundings, in the end, they'll probably be all you have because their going to chance over time and its good to wallow in them as they are at the moment.

Wow, this post is everywhere... but hey, at least it's a college post. College has been great, I'd swear that the only time I feel okay anymore are whenever I'm here amongst all of the people, it's great because I can have human interactions without having to be socialy sound. So, even if you're fine alone or just generally have issues getting to know people, try to be around them even if you aren't interacting with them. :)

In this post you finally have an idea as to what it's like to be inside the mind of a Gemini, its fast, chaotic and all around fun if you can keep up. Sometimes it's hard being a Gemini, with the duality and everything, but I wouldn't have it any other way.