This Ship

"When I was decommissioned, the second before it happened, I just kept thinking 'I really hope there's someone there to wake me up again'. And then, you woke me up; It was you." --Dorian (Almost Human)

Ugh! Dear, Almost Human; "WHY ARE YOU MAKING US FEEL THESE THINGS!"

 This ship! This ship is so flippin' perfect! Thank you, Fox for putting on a T.V show with a ship that I could fall in love with from the very beginning and not have to catch up much later on like the rest of my OTPs because right now, I think I would cry if I didn't have my daily dosage of Jorian every night. Let's face it, I'm not really good at creating relationships with other humans... $0.89 cups with Natasha Romanoff on them? Sure! Teddy bears? Defiantly! Basically, with inanimate objects, I'm a freaking socialite but honestly, three weeks in college and I've only talked to one person but that's okay, not everyone has an easy time connecting with people. For me, I don't have much trouble with talking to people I just have trouble remembering that they are around me because I've got so many conversations and scenes happening in my head all the time, other peoples conversations get mixed up and I forget to tell them apart.

HOWEVER, progress was made today with my lab partner,(I'm going to call her Grayson because I don't like using people's real names online, I'm old fashioned that way.) I actually had a great time! We were laughing and getting the really hard work done at the same time, unfortunately, I don't really have a connection with her, we were just there because we needed partners but that's okay too, I'm so thankful that I had someone to work with today who put a reason behind the smile on my face. As a character in my story, I'm just going to say that she get's flustered and stressed over work very easily but is rather good at not letting that keep her from having a good time and what's even better is that she works at my pace and doesn't take herself that seriously, which is wonderful. I'm extremely lucky that I got to spend two hours with this new person who was not only a great lab partner but also very nice company.

Ships are there for people with social dilemmas in order for them to have an opportunity to express emotions towards the human race that they, otherwise, would not be able to; Ships and OTPs are just amazing, however there's nothing like being right in the middle of a social situation that make's you see some of the details in your current chapter. It's great to look around and realize that no moment is exactly the same and you can stop and breathe this in in every situation because it's all beautiful, it's all one of a kind, at least for you it is and that's all that is important. A feeling may have been felt by billions of other people from all walks of life but that doesn't mean that what you're feeling for a moment is any less important because those feelings aren't theirs, they're yours so enjoy them while they're there and don't make the mistake of thinking that they're unimportant.

Be thankful for everybody that crosses your path because no one is there without a reason and everyone can teach you something. The fact that they're in your life, no matter how small a time, makes them relevant and necessary to your story, so basically, try your hardest to treat them as such, there is no one in this world (That isn't worthless) that doesn't deserve to be reminded that they've made a contribution to your itty-bitty life and therefore to the incredible vastness and wonder of the universe. You're brilliant and chances are; they are too. 

"What if I put a bullet in Dorian's head!? --Richard 

"Don't even look at Dorian!"--John